questioning the entirety of my life up until this moment. how the hell did i get here. how the hell have i managed to isolate myself this much? feeling alone as ever. starting to wonder what’s wrong with me. er, well, been wondering that a long time, but starting to find some truth in the things that people have said to me. what the fuck am i doing here. going into meltdown mode. lost more than a few marbles along my journey.
to the mo000ooo00ooon